21 Souls

SO basically this is me some 17 year old boy who lives no where, does nothing, and wants everything. I recently was watching television and a commerical came on, it was advertizing for some guitar thing. I came up with that idea 6 months ago, but no body thought it was a good idea, they said it was stupid, if people beleived in me i might be a millionare right now.
I have set myself up for failure my whole life, like for instance in schooling i have jacked around to the piont to where its to late to change it now, with girls i have set myself up for failure, like dont even know how to act when dating a girl. and i beleive that is part of the reason i dont get any girl friends, because i make my self fail.
during the corse of the summer i ran into a wonderfull girl, she was soo beautiful, and she was smart, and very chill. PERFECT. but i never ever get what i really want, the things i desire most, and genuinly want, i have never gotten.
i realise this is just a giant complaint and i am sorry to anyone who ever reads this.

so ive got a few plans for the future, but there mostly dreams. will most likely never happen.

FML

sorry bryanda for the fruit douche of a blog........................